I’m dying because I know I didn’t completely suck and people keep telling me I’m going to get Ilse but I don’t want to get my hopes up because what if I don’t. This is too much for me to handle…how the hell am I gonna do this for a living?
Waiting for the cast list
- Week of: I won't obsess over it this time.
- 2 days before: cast list should be sent soon - no wait. Don't think about it. No.
- Day before: Don't think about it. Don't think about it. *sings* TOMORROWWWWWW. No. No. Don't think about it. ONE DAY MOREEEEEE
- Day of: It's today. It's today. It's today.
- Second period: 12 more hours
- Lunch: 9 more hours. Must. Not. Think about it.
- 5 o'clock: yup...only a few more hours.
- 6 o'clock: Maybe I should check my email. *refreshes 5 times*
- 8 o'clock: It's coming soon..*refreshes every 3 minutes*
- 901: They've forgotten about me. I haven't been cast. I should just forget about it.
- 904: *refreshes obsessively until cast list appears*