Dear world

I am Nichole: a sophomore in the hell that is high school. I'm an actress, a writer and a dreamer. My best friend, Nina, and I get into some pretty funny shenanigans during our many adventures. So, the objective of my life, at this point, is to make it through each day with minor bouts of humiliation. And, after high school: who knows? Maybe I'll do something incredible. Until then...Fingers crossed.

Love always, Nichole
PS. I'm here for the people, not the pictures.

So how bout that cast list…

I’m dying because I know I didn’t completely suck and people keep telling me I’m going to get Ilse but I don’t want to get my hopes up because what if I don’t. This is too much for me to handle…how the hell am I gonna do this for a living?

Waiting for the cast list

  • Week of: I won't obsess over it this time.
  • 2 days before: cast list should be sent soon - no wait. Don't think about it. No.
  • Day before: Don't think about it. Don't think about it. *sings* TOMORROWWWWWW. No. No. Don't think about it. ONE DAY MOREEEEEE
  • Day of: It's today. It's today. It's today.
  • Second period: 12 more hours
  • Lunch: 9 more hours. Must. Not. Think about it.
  • 5 o'clock: yup...only a few more hours.
  • 6 o'clock: Maybe I should check my email. *refreshes 5 times*
  • 8 o'clock: It's coming soon..*refreshes every 3 minutes*
  • 901: They've forgotten about me. I haven't been cast. I should just forget about it.
  • 904: *refreshes obsessively until cast list appears*